I have been struggling a lot with some thoughts and things I've run into recently.  I am trying to understand and know God more, and of course you all know when we ask for this, we get more questions than answers usually at first.  I don't want to shy away from these questions or try to avoid them, because I really do long to know God more.   I have just been really hit hard with the fact that I am so unknowledgable about so many things.  God is soooo much bigger than I can understand or comprehend.  Anyway, I just want to know him more.  I have a lot of questions and the more I have been digging into them, the less sure I am of the answers.  Can you guys all just pray with me for discernment and for wisdom in the things I am searching for and that God will honor my desire to know Him more?  If any of you want to talk to me more about this or know more about what I'm searching for please don't hesitate to call.  I am very busy, but there is always time for you guys.  If you do call and I can't take the call right away I'll get back to you as soon as I can.